today was

ridiculously good.

like woah.

my day started off crappy and all that shi shi but, it ended up going pretty great (:

i talked to pants squared a lot...and i mean A LOT.

guess who even got his number (;

yeap...me!

aren't you proud?


anyways. i'm going to texas tomorrow!

and i'm uber tired right now even though i just got up from a nap.

my posts are becoming ridiculously boring...
they'll liven up sooner or later.

but for now...this is how i feel ---> :D

my eyes

are bleeding.
not literally but, it sure does feel like it.


whoo! school is almost ovahh !

so excited.

well, today was a pretty good day.
i spoke to pants squared a lot and invited people to my partay.
i am uber excited for that by the way.


anyways...
i'm going to texas on thursday !
whoo! sorta...
it's gonna be fun with the whole team and errthing but, i have to take homework with me so blah -_-

but yeah.

i like potatoes.
bye.

drunkard.

my dad's drunk and trying to be funny again...not working.

anyways...today was a pretty good day.

had a game in the morning. that was pretty awful. we lost.

and then after i went to church and then went to go eat lunch.
i can't believe i saw vombre there.
it was pretty weird.

and then i got home and showered and then went to chino hills con mi madre.
it was pretty weird.
i walk into forever 21 and i was like, "hmm...alysoon said she wanted to go shopping. maybe i should text her and tell her i'm at forever and then rub it in her face." so as i was reaching for my phone...i see her come running from out of no where. it was pretty wtf.

we talked and whatevs and then after i tried on a buncha dresses and they all looked weird on me until i tried on this one my mom did and it looked good. so i got it. ahah.
my mom and i share clothes :D


after we went to g-stop which my mom calls g-string HAHA. and i got a shirt.
and then we went to walmart for PARTAAAAAAY supplies.
it was pretty great. and it got me all super pumped up for my partyy.

and then we went to party city to get party hats and silly string.

then we got home and i read my uber interesting book and then ate din din and now i'm attempting to do homework and miserably failing.
wow, that was the longest run on sentence evahh.

read the newspaper.
it's coming out wednesday.

yeah...
bye.

that

last post was lame.

adm, adm, adm.

and that's love

so i'm eating and all of a sudden the topic of marriage and love comes up...joy.
i've always been an optimist and a hopeless romantic but, i don't know now-a-days.
so as i was stabbing the carrots in my salad, my brother and dad went into this in depth convo about love and stuff (things they've both experienced) and where am i stuck in this convo? that's just it, i'm not.

i know i'm just a freshie and there's time for all these things but, i can't help but want to experience something.
if not love, something close to it.

sure, people say that it's impossible to fall in love at such a young age but what do they know?
it can happen...right?
or...
maybe that's just my hopeless romantic part speaking.

i've always wanted to know how it'd feel like to get a hug every day or maybe even a smile from a boy that i am in like with and is in like with me.
i guess time can only tell.

BUT NO!

girls i see have had three, four, five boyfriends by now and me...zilch, zero, nada.
i guess you can call those girls sluts or whatnot but, when i'm in the moment speaking with them, i can't help but feel left out and childish.

it's like i haven't experienced this whole other world that people are partying in right now.

it's not like i'm in any rush to do "stuff" cause i could honestly care less but, i really just want that feeling of butterflies in my stomach.


i guess i've liked people this year and yeah but nothing serious and they've all turned out to be douche's.
just my luck.

they're a douch and apparently i'm not:
pretty
skinny
short
funny
nice
cute
smart
whoreish
outgoing
talkative
or
fun
enough to be around.
thanks.
that does a lot for a person's self esteem.

prince charming is bound to show up someday right?
maybe he just got lost on the way.

nostalgia

wow, i keep feeling all nostalgic about summer.
it's really weird.
i love feelings of nostalgia though...it's hard to describe but, it makes me feel happy.

so this weekend was pretty fun.

i had two games on saturday and a game today.

the first saturday game suuuucked cause it was uber hot and my feet were burning! damn you turf! but, we won so it's all good.

and then the second game was at like 8:30 and daaaaaaang we were beasting it.
best game evahh.

and then today's game was uber hot too and we lost in pks.
it kinda sucked but, i'm also kinda happy that we didn't have to play another game in like 190347 degree weather.

now i have to do homework ):
stupid moskobutt had to cram in all this shi shi in the last three weeks of school -_-
she needs to get her head checked...crazy chick.

AND.

yesterday i was wathing this documentary on psychic children. it was pretty creepy.
stupid host person was a douche to the kids. he had a lame-o earring and stupid hippie glasses.

AND.

i've made a list of things i'd like to do in the summer...
would you like to see it?
well, ima show you anyways...

disneyland!
universal studios!
la zoo!
go to starbucks with laura and try to drink more ventis than her!
san diego zoo!
movie night!
sleepover/pull all nighter!
santa ana zoo!
long beach aquarium!
la with marquis!
go shop in downtown la with phoebe!
discovery(cube) museum with alysoooon!
six flags!
fishing!
ducky park!
grow a sunflower!
build a lemonade stand and sell lemonade!
sit out on a hammock and read all day!
go to chipotle with william!
camp out in my backyard!
beach!
go to phoebe's house!
watch the list of movies william and i made!
go to movies with bunch of people!
watch transformers 2 with ploy!
go to catalina and drive around in a golf cart!
korea with alysoooooon!
go to the harry potter premier with william!
take ian to the shoppes!
go to chick fil a with ann!
go running with katie!
hang out with bahara!
play basketball with all my new basketball friends!
go swimming!


yeah...well, it's a work in progress.
help me add to the list homeeeeeeeees!

for now...
BYE !

i should...

be studying.
but i keep getting super distracted.
so i'm not.

ouch. my eyes burn.

and also... HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALYSOOOOON.

i hope you liked all the balloons and presents !

anyways...
tomorrow is finally friday !
but, my mom is leaving on a business trip ):


i hate when she leaves.

well, not much happened today.
i have to go study again.
and shi...i still have to do my bio extra credit.
damn.

this is muy triste.

last week, this week, and all the stuff in between.

so let's see...

as of the moment i'm doin pretty alright.

but, i have a lot of stuff i need to get done.
i've been procrastinating like crazy though and i keep putting things off which is nooooo goood.

i have to get started with journalism 2 and learn how to work with indesign and stuff but, as of right now i'm just taking it slow...well, until tomorrow at least. aha.

hmm...i just finished watching antm which was pretty darn intense and allison is still in it! whoo!

now i'm eating grapes...almost choked on a seed.

wow, this rambling is boring...

so apparently i'm a really easy person to talk to? eh? is this true?
cause i think i'm pretty shy and awkward when you first get to meet me.
according to this person i'm an open and outgoing person. HAH. that's funny. but thanks.
i'll try to be more outgoing and yeah. it's better that way...and you get to meet more people !

so after this person told me that she told me something else which makes me believe this one thing. yeah...

so WTF. why would this kid do this to me!?

you're totally messing around with me ! you ghetto booty.
shoot man.
not that i was interested in you or anything but, it was just such a kill joy thing y'know?
thanks -_-
you turd.
...and that was directed to this kid that is screwing around with my head...

i thought i should differentiate colors.

it's kinda really fun to just type on and on and on about absolutely nothing.
if you followers of mine are actually reading this. thanks !

so i actually have a lot on my mind but, can't really express in words how i feel...maybe i'll update later and it'll be like a double whammy blog day thing?

so for now.

seeeeeee yahhhhh.

happy !

for once, i have nothing to complain about.

my life as i know it is going pretty swell.

let's recap the weekend.

saturday i had a track meet, which i did horrible in, i mean wtf do people expect!? i had to be there at seven in the morning and my event didn't start till like 11 -_-
AND
i had to race against uber fast black girls!
i guess i do have something to complain about.
i take back the first sentence of my blog thing.



anyways...after...i had my journalism banquet and guess what position i got!?
Assistant Feature Editor!
whoo!
yesss.
not gonna let that go to my head though.
ima work hard and next years paper is gonna be awesome so read it !

after the ceremony in the chuck wagon at school we went to the old spaghetti factory...
food there was sooo goood.
it was fun there and we just partied.

after, a couple of us went to Leanne's house for the after party ahha.
karaoke and uno! whoo.
well that ended at like 12 and then i went home and slept. good day. good day.

today...uhh.

went to church and then to the shoppes.
got alysoon her b-day gift and then fresh and easy.



i just baked brownies (:
they look uber good.

well, estoy contenta at the moment.
don't ruin it.

see yahhh.