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whoa.

hello sickness.

and vast amounts of snot that come with it.

funny word

HAHA.
that one girl is stoopig.
this is dedicated to her.

today i feel

with picnik and flikr.
go check out my pictures!
they're pretty spiffy.

click here !

i think

that i'm gonna try something new.

i think i'm going to post a picture for the way i'm feeling now.

let's start today with today.

pretty spiffy picture eh?
well, i though it was cool.

HEY !

everyone who's actually reading this !

so...it's summer and tonight's gonna be a good night.

HAHA. that last parts from a song.

so anyways...there's not really much to talk about i guess?

yesterday my brothers girlfraaaaand came over for dinner, that was sufficiently awkward.

well, at first but, it was whatever after.

we ate for like an hour and then talked for like an hour -_-

yeah, longest dinner ever.

yesterday night i was really really hungry cause i hardly ate at dinner and guess what i ate!?

cold potatoes.
goldfish.
strawberries.
and i had like three bottles of water.

wow, this is kinda boring.
i'm boring myself so i wonder how bored all of you who are reading it are.


I NEED TO GET A GIFT FOR MY DAAAAAD.
father's day is coming up soon y'know?
i think we're getting a flat screen tv.
hmm...who knows.

so know i am sufficiently bored, so i will stop now.
i like the word sufficiently.

shi shi, summer soccer is starting monday.
KILL ME.

everything

kinda sucks in a good way?

friends - ughhhhhhhh. need to sort that all out. hopefully tomorrow is good.
family - we have our moments but, everythings pretty good.
beach body - working on it.
soccer - deciding if i should miss the tournament or stuebenville. (sp?)
summer school - suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucks and is way to long.
pants cubed - ehh. i dont even know. i like him but, i don't know. twinsie could've been right but, i really hope not. he's a good guy but, he's also...i don't know. that's a lot of i don't knows. and i'll prolly be saying it a couple more times in this weird paragraph thing. He's just confusing me...and i'm pretty sure if i ever told him, which i would never do, he'd be like, "wtf" and give me the weird look and it'd be really awkward. NOT COOOOL. so as of now, i don't know if it's even worth it to like him y'know?

And alysoon, if you're reading this...i know what you're saying in your head, or maybe out loud.

okay. well, everything kinda sucks in a sucky way but, its cool.
i'm not terminally depressed or anything <--HAHAH, inside joke with myself...-_-

so i guess everything will turn out okay.
or at least i hope it will.

so

now what?

i hate summer school.

a lot.

it's so long and boring.

that's what she said.

HAHA!

i'm pretty confused and muy frustrated.

short blog for once.

i knew

i was being stupid.

this always happens to me.

i like

blogging.

it's actually quite amusing don't you think?

it reminds me of a letter to myself.

i can complain and eww wtf...there was a drop of water on my finger and it looked like a wart.

anyways...you can complain and eww planters warts or whatever they're called.
so nasty.
they have like seeds in them and they like spread and literally plant on whatever and grow.
i wonder if they landed in grass warts would start popping up from the ground.
that would be pretty siiick.


ANYWAYS...you can complain and vent and not read the blog for a long time and then one day you can be like, "oh, i feel like reading my blogs again." and you read them and you prolly feel a wide range of emotions while rereading.

i think if i reread my blogs i'll feel quite lame and be like..."what the heck was i thinking?" or "i used to be so funny, what happened?"

something along those lines.

i babysat my cousins today...
all five by myself -_-

and i went to relay for life !
it was pretty fun.
walked a lot with bahara and got to catch up with chris.

i'm drinking ridiculous amounts of water at the moment.

i peed like five times today.

pretty crazy stuff.

i don't really have anything to talk about...

i hate summer school and i'm dreading it.

UGHHHH.

it's weird how i can vent but, not like completely cause some of things i'd prolly say would be to what the heck.

yeah.

don't drink !
it ruins your liver !

kay.
bye.

maybe i wanna

do what bunnies do with you if you know what i mean.

that's a funny line.

my doors open and i feel the breeze coming in.

and baby how we spoon like no one else.
HAHA.

that's another funny line.

so...i've done a lot this week.
surprisingly.


and weirdly...i'm still bored.

just constantly bored.
i talked to bahara for three hours which was quite amusing...
we talked through my washing the dishes.
we talked while i peed.
we talked while she was looking at ghetto fish pants.
we talked as i played balloono.
we talked as she brushed her teeth.
we talked while i played the uke.
we talked as she was falling asleep.
and then we finally hung up.

but now...i'm bored !

i feel strange.
i have a weird feeling in my stomach.
it's not cool.

it makes me worry.
no, i'm not talking about me dying of random disease but, its a weird feel that goes with confusion and other stuff.


i must go on that trail and sit under the storybook tree.

my blog things have been abnormally long lately.
oh well, no one reads them anyways.

truthfully, it's like i'm talking to myself which is kinda pathetic.

i went to la fitness today with alysoon and we saw man voice :D

AND after working out...we ate in-n-out -_-
it was really good though.

Mmmm.
delish.


i kinda wanna go to the taco COLDSTONE .
i just changed thoughts in the middle of a sentence.
pretty nifty eh?

NIFTY FIFTIES.
HAHA.
that was quite amusing.


i don't understand why people get so angry sometimes.
i don't like angry people, they're so...what's that word...angry?
great vocabulary.

i do have my little spurts of anger though.
gotta admit.
they don't last very long.
and most times they're uber stupid.

uber is a cool word.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i wanna scream.
i scream for ice cream.
well, you see...that little AHHHHH was actually a spurt of anger.
i'm over it.
just kidding.
i'm not.
i'm thinking about it and that person is pissing me off.

anyways...
i yawned.

i tink ima go watch up tomorrow and then go to the shoppes?
hopefully.
AND THEN EAT SUSHIIIIIIIIIII.

i love sushi.
especially the crunchy rolls.
Mmmm.

i really want to try one of those mccafe things.
those look tasty.
and refreshing like AH.
that wasn't an angry AH
that was a refreshed AH

I think i could amuse myself by typing all day long but, that would make me a tad odd so i dont tink i will.

and i do have a life after all!

i really want to go to the ducky park.
no joke.

UGHHHHHHHH. stupid. stupid. stupid. stupid. stupid.

it must be the estrogen.

it's only 10:30pm

i want agua.

i really like that song gravity by sara bafjsdalfj however you spell it.

i watched toy story one and two the other day.

the song gravity reminds me of the end credits of a disney movie.
it gives me a weird nostolgic feeling.
nostolgia makes me feel sad in a way but, happy in others.
i guess it just depends.


PRINCE CHARMING...I'M HERE.

i just imagine me putting a sign leading to my house on the pole thing with my street name on it.
funny thought.
HAH.
see i laughed.
i must be funny.

I AM

RIDICULOUSLY HAPPY !


made the team...


nuff said.

to tell you the truth

i'm kinda bored out of my mind.

there's a piece of oatmeal bar that's stuck in my laptop keyboard and it's bugging me.
i lied.
it's not bugging me but, it's there.

anyways...
my brother bought me some sweeeeet sandals from target for my birfday (:

isn't this thing supposed to be like a thing of stuff?
that made sense in my head.

well, summers been pretty good so far...
my arm hurts though.
i got blood drawn.
it hurt!

OH ! and they made me pee in a cup but, i didnt really have to pee so when i actually did, most of the pee missed the cup and went into the toilet -_-
and i ended up peeing on my hand.
gross.

i made pizza today.
lakers lost today.
i'm really thirsty today.

i miss my friends.
the only downside of summer vaca is that you don't get to see your friends everyday.


PANTS CUBED.
i think i have maybe found him.
i've made a pros and cons list.

pros
-it's really easy to talk to him
-he's funny
- i can be myself around him

cons
- he can be moody
- he seems to be a flirt
- he's questionable sometimes.

that was a really lame list.

now that i think of it...i don't think i should like him.
for various reasons.
not only the ones in my pros and cons list but, for reasons apart from that.

i remember he said this one thing about not diggin this thing and stuff like that.
at the time i was just like whatevvs but, now its kinda like...yeah.

he prolly doesn't even feel the same.
eww. that's such a cliche line.

but true.

who knows.


i just hate people in general.

HAHA.
that sounded so depressing.


maybe i'll go on a walk tomorrow.
some solitary confinement.
i like the idea of that.

i should wake up early then...

i hate the thought of having to do something.
i absoulutely love having no expectations and just being praised for whateve i spit out whenever i want to.

the feeling is...great.

this weather sucks.
it's not summer weather.
it's lame wtf weather.

i wish there was a park with swings by me.
i like swings.
they're uber cool.
and it makes you feel like your flying.


i wanna learn how to play the uke right now.
i think that's what i'm gonna do.

AHHHHHHH.
THE SONG.
THIS SONG.
yes.

fuhhn.

so far summer vaca had been pretty great !

my birfday, and katie and alysooon slept over, and then hometown buffet and the shoppes with alysoon, katie, and gina !


TODAY I SPENT 5 HOURS CLEANING MY ROOM.
and i just realized that i'm not done yet ):
i still have to clean under my bed -_-

nasty.

i think I inhaled uber amounts of dust and i will probably die soon.

i have to get blood drawn tomorrow.
gross.
to think i used to like stuff like that -_-

ouch. my tummy hurts.
i've been eating to much lately.


apparently i have soccer try outs tomorrow ?
shoot.
i hope i make the team.
i'm super nervous.

THE SIMS 3 is not working on my laptop.
that frustrates me.

anyways.
ima go sleeeeeeeep.

i think i found pants cubed?

summer

it doesn't really feel like summer.

well, yesterday was my birfday and it was uber fun.

thanks everyone who came!

i love my friends.

and to alysoooon and katie...
i love you guys! you guys are the best and we must keep on with the investigation !
oh...and thanks for drawing half a 'stache on me -_-
i had to scrub it off before i could go to the orthodontist.
and it hurt.

ann...
best card ever! seriously! and the awesome hello kitty ring!?!
yessss. it was pretty sweeeeet.
and the deep and meaningful message thing.
it was an. "awww" moment.


creeper...
thanks for the spiffy card and the uke.
the card must've taken you hours to do!
thanks for everything homes.


i'm hungry.

today was boring.

and my back hurts.

can't describe

how i feel.

everything sucks lately.

like everything.

i've hit a tree.

haha. tree.

that wasn't even funny.

everything happens for a reason though right?

i hate sounding all depressed.
it's stupid.

i have the worst luck.

i really do.

it could be worse though, i guess.

at least school shi is almost over...

i guess i should smile and bear it.







liar. everyone's a fucking liar and a douche.
they think i'm stupid and don't see through it?
morons.

breath and fake it.
it'll be over soon.
hopefully.


that was quite poetic and depressing dont cha think?
i hate sounding like this cause i always make fun of myself after for being a turd and feel even worse -_-

please

shoot me in the head.

the last week of school is usually great but, nope, not in high school.
it's not like its been super hard or anything but, it's just the fact that i'm so close to summer that it's driving me nuts.

i can honestly say that i may be going crazy.

and i already have a B in geometry for sure so i can't screw anything else up.

darn it.

so, today kinda sucked.
i didn't even have to go to school today cause i had no finals but, i did cause my parents made me.

math was pretty good, we just watched a movie and yeah.
taken was pretty darn intense.

anyways...then the bad part of my day came.

stupid douche of a kid thought it'd be cool to spit his gum in my birthday invite and then ask me what the invite said.
really? why would you do that?!

ugh. stupid turd.
to think i used to like him?
absurd.
i'm done with this shi shi.

well, yeah.
so today kinda was bittersweet.

i dont like venting about my bad days casue i feel that it could be a lot worse and karma's gonna come around and give me something real to complain about.

life is truly unfair.
or the way i view it.