to tell you the truth

i'm kinda bored out of my mind.

there's a piece of oatmeal bar that's stuck in my laptop keyboard and it's bugging me.
i lied.
it's not bugging me but, it's there.

anyways...
my brother bought me some sweeeeet sandals from target for my birfday (:

isn't this thing supposed to be like a thing of stuff?
that made sense in my head.

well, summers been pretty good so far...
my arm hurts though.
i got blood drawn.
it hurt!

OH ! and they made me pee in a cup but, i didnt really have to pee so when i actually did, most of the pee missed the cup and went into the toilet -_-
and i ended up peeing on my hand.
gross.

i made pizza today.
lakers lost today.
i'm really thirsty today.

i miss my friends.
the only downside of summer vaca is that you don't get to see your friends everyday.


PANTS CUBED.
i think i have maybe found him.
i've made a pros and cons list.

pros
-it's really easy to talk to him
-he's funny
- i can be myself around him

cons
- he can be moody
- he seems to be a flirt
- he's questionable sometimes.

that was a really lame list.

now that i think of it...i don't think i should like him.
for various reasons.
not only the ones in my pros and cons list but, for reasons apart from that.

i remember he said this one thing about not diggin this thing and stuff like that.
at the time i was just like whatevvs but, now its kinda like...yeah.

he prolly doesn't even feel the same.
eww. that's such a cliche line.

but true.

who knows.


i just hate people in general.

HAHA.
that sounded so depressing.


maybe i'll go on a walk tomorrow.
some solitary confinement.
i like the idea of that.

i should wake up early then...

i hate the thought of having to do something.
i absoulutely love having no expectations and just being praised for whateve i spit out whenever i want to.

the feeling is...great.

this weather sucks.
it's not summer weather.
it's lame wtf weather.

i wish there was a park with swings by me.
i like swings.
they're uber cool.
and it makes you feel like your flying.


i wanna learn how to play the uke right now.
i think that's what i'm gonna do.

AHHHHHHH.
THE SONG.
THIS SONG.
yes.