halloween.

the more i say it, the weirder it sounds.

i got to meet all of bahara's new friends. they're pretty cool people. and ridiculously nice. I feel a lot better knowing that she's going to a new school where she has met a lot of really nice friends.

not much to say.

i am absolutely obsessed with reading the blogs on mentalfloss and how stuff works.

it's been pretty tough lately.
i hope things get better.

but ima trooper ! so i'll get by.

it's pretty strange how this year has turned out.
it has most definitely been a horrible year.

it all started off with ollie dying.
and has just gone downhill from there.

i really hope that 2010 will be better.

i know that people have it worse but, all the things that have gone wrong really have a way of bringing me down.

i know i complain a lot but, who doesn't?

i'd like to believe that i'm an optimistic person and a happy soul but, sometimes it's really hard.

i don't really have a passion for things that i used to love and it may be that it's a time for change but, i could be wrong. maybe i just need some inspiration.

it scares me.

what if i never find that inspiration? what if things never start going my way?

things have been quite...what's the word...dull and dreary.

i know a lot of people who have been having turdly times lately.
i hate how everyone seems to be depressed lately.
and i to not add to that hot mess, we should be more optimistic.
everyone needs a break.
i think i wanna plan a party.