well...

i had the shittiest morning...

and after all the crying and thrashing around i've promised myself that i will no longer cry over the stupid things in life.
there's not enough time for that shit.

well, the rest of the day has been whatever...
i'm home alone and i've been pretty occupied.
i did have a moment where i really wanted to talk to someone but, i'm good now (:
i had a pretty intense convo with my cousin about charlie bone and endowments. yeahh...
and well, all i've done for the remainder of my afternoon alone is sing along with people on tv and make stuffing.
i just made some stuffing and i am now doing those itunes shuffle quiz things. they're pretty nifty.
and i can't stop listening to that song trouble by nevershoutnever!
i should be doing my homework but, i'm not really in the mood to at the moment.
uhh. oh! i wrote another letter for myself to open later.
i'm really looking forward to forgetting what i say and then one day finding what i said and being like, "whoa!" and yeahh.

well, i just can't wait till this weekend is over.
tomorrow is gonna be hell.
hopefully not.

well, surprisingly i'm not in to bad of a mood considering what happened today.
i'm really good at cheering myself up, bahah.
i guess i don't have to worry about slipping into terminal depression. HHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH. inside joke. with myself. bhaha.
see. i'm hilarious.