eh

now i know why people don't live in seattle.

unexpected

the weather is quite strange today.
i didn't know it was gonna rain!

so, i'm at home doing nothing.
absolutely nothing.
boo.

i should study soon.
boo.

watch out for heartbreakers, . all they do is take your love and leave.
i like that song by neyo.

this is lame.
boo.

horoscopes

it said it in my horoscope and it happened.

amazing day i've got to say!

well, i went to barnes and noble in the morning for some studying with the brothaaman, sadly we failed and ended up in the music section for the better part of the hour. haha.
FINALLY GOT MYSELF A FRANK SINATRA CD!

then it was off to the mall!
walked around for a bit and my cousin got all the stuff he needs and whatnot.
then we went to the shoppes for some more stuff.
and then to chipotle!
it was quite delish and i can proudly say that i am able to comfortably eat solid foods.
well, my brother got all po'ed with the people at chipotle in chino hills so he didn't eat and when we got back home he dropped everyone off and he went to go get something to eat while i accompanied him.

and so with that, we were off!
we ended up at the chipotle in walnut. haha.
but when we got there, we saw this couple that went to dbhs last year, and let's just say, ew. they always used to make out at lunch and BLEH. talk about grody. well, at least they're happy?

aftuhh, i was just sitting around at home doing nothing and katie came over later.
wow, talk about craziness.
we got super excited over just about everything and i'm pretty sure my heart rate went up like crazy at least 10934 times while she was over. especially when we were talking about THE SPOT! ahhaah. so we were all hyped up and decided to go on a walk and then finish he's just not that into you. bahha. great movie.
OH YEAH! THANKS FOR THE GIFT GUUUUUUUUUUURL. LOVE IT! WILL WEAR IT AT DISNEYLAND TOMORROW!

alysoon, if you're reading this...YOU FAIL!
answer your phone homie!

urm, so katie left and i took a shower and now i'm here?

wow, i'm in sucha great mood. it's redick.
it could be the frank sinatra cd, it could be the crazy hang out time with katie, it could be ginger, but i think it's all those combined.

oh ginger (:


p.s. I HOPE YOU'RE HAVING FUN JAM ES! STAY SAFE! LOVE YAH !

hallo urrbody!

hrm. i trust that you've all had a swell christmas?

mine was pretty swell as well if you were wondering.
heck, i don't care if you were wondering cause i was gonna tell you anyways.

yeah, not much to say today.

to lazy to describe the what nots of my day.

yah beezy yah.

yee buddy.

well, yesterday was pretty daaaarn amazing.

went to the park.
went to borders.
went to target.
went to my uber cool spot.
and did random nonsense.

then i went to bjs for some goooood food with the soccer team.

and then to hay may's house.
to bad i couldn't stay over.
i heard it was a good time.

i want apples to apples for christmas.
not the junior version, the legit version!

today pretty much sucked.
i got my wisdom tooth pulled and now all i can eat is ice cream and mashed potatoes.
this is trash.
i want good food darnit!

SO STOKED.

i'm nervous!
wish me luck!

all i can say is...

FUCK YOU.





i'm going to regret this post later when college admissions people are looking through all my crap.

and if/when that happens...

this is for you all...

hi, college admissions people.
i hope you guys are all doing swell.
i've hit a rough patch.
and i've decided to express my frustration through profanity.
adieu.

i miss my best fraand.

he's being a jerk and not responding to my texts.
either that or he hasn't gotten them.

if you're reading this...it feels like we haven't talked to each other in forever! even though it's only been like a day...

yeah.

anyways...

on to other things.

today was swell.

went to church.
gave ashlee her present.
ate some kyochon.
watched hey arnold!
went to the movies.
got ice cream after.
and now, here i am !


i forgot to make a wish on 11:11 though ):
eh.

this nonsense.

is it possible to feel like crying and smiling at the same time?

i guess that would be classified as tears of joy?

well, that's not exactly how i feel right now.

is it possible that one person can make your whole day yet totally ruin it at the same time?

i guess it is, cause that's what's happening to me right now.

is it possible to like someone so much yet hate them at the same time?

i guess it is, cause this boy is driving me crazy.

i don't know how i get myself caught up in these things.
it's killing me.
i can't focus correctly.
i always wait for his texts.
i don't think i've looked at my phone so many times in such short periods of time.

and i know it won't ever work out.
cause, you'll be leaving soon.
the hopeless romantic side of me says that everything will be fine, but the practical side of me says that nothing will ever happen.

i despise you for coming into my life.
yet i always wonder if you're thinking about me as much as i think about you.

i sound like a freak.

btdub

today was surprisingly swell.

i should sleep.
why am i blogging ahora?

must beat my score in bewjeweled.

it doesn't really feel like chirstmas.

pobre.

straight up

hello,
my name is ashley and i'd gladly appreciate if you would tell me if you're into me or not.
i don't appreciate being messed with. it's quite horrible and i can never get anything done with out thinking about you. you're sending me mixed signals and as much as i like you, i'd gladly drop you if you aren't that into me. i'm sick of these mind games and frankly, i have more important things to worry about. i'm tired of wondering whether you like me the way i like you. goodbye for now. i'll get over you.

love,
ashley.

HE

is driving me crazy.
i can't think straight.
this is ridiculous.

erm.

today was...
well today was a lot of things.

i had to wake up at 6 to get ready for my game and when we were playing, it was raining. usually i love playing in the rain, but today was most def different. it was just to early in the morning. we actually won though. first win of the season baybay! to bad it was tainted by yet another loss in the second game.

anyways, after all that nonsense, i went home and was watching the tyra show with my dad.
and he kept trying to throw popcorn in my mouth, but failed. we did have a speed round and after about 20 pieces of popcorn thrown at me, one of them actually went it. quite a victorious moment.

then bahara came over, we talked about everything and anything, and then made our way to marissa's sweet 16. it was pretty fun...
then, we left early and went to go get some in-n-out (:
good stuff.
and then we came back home and talked some more and did whatnot. then she left ):
i haven't seen her in forever and yet, when we do see each other, it seems as if nothing has changed. thank the lord for that.

nutella and pretzels.

can't stop eating it.
amazing stuff right durr.

hmm, today was decent.
just knowing that it was a friday kept me going and helped me survive.
and a couple of texts i received had me smiling like a maniac.

the day isn't completely over with so i'm just going to have to play it by ear.
let's hope we end this night off on a good note.

i'm partially convinced

that i don't need you.

most def not.

not a good day today.

i knew the cheer and happiness were gonna come to an end sometime or another.
it's prolly cause i haven't spoken to chen in a while.
i must sit next to her tomorrow for sure during issue review.
screw the rest, i roll with the best. har har, i've always wanted to say that.

literally, the best thing that has happened to me today is the magazine i got in the mail.
how sad is that.

it's not often that i'm sad.
and i pretty much only express it in these blogs, but i just am not having a good day today.
and that doesn't really happen often. if you know me, and know how i am usually, you'd say i'm a pretty happy soul right?

well, i just feel like venting right now.
cause there's just so much poop happening.
it's not like super tremendously horrible, but it sure has a way in bringing me down. most def.
i don't really feel like doing anything at the moment.
i just feel super lazy and tired.

my tummy hurts.
maybe i'm getting sick.
maybe not.

i would like to go to the library soon. i like the library. maybe someone will drop me off there tomorrow. hopefully. i just want to be out of the house for a while.

never again. truthfully.
and yet i know, it's gonna happen.

this blog prolly won't make sense to anyone reading it and it prolly won't sense to me if i ever go back and read it again.

this is trash.

SIIIIKE.

nuff said.

yes, i do realize that this is my third blog today.

IT'S RIDICULOUS

how just one text from him can totally make my day.

i can't stop smiling.
my mouth hurts.

quite interesting.

strangely i've had some pretty good days lately.

it's been quite graand.

elf and ginger baybaay.

well, i think i like elf better.
ginger seems more of a brother to me.

and seeing as i'm a girl, i'm prolly overreacting about everything anyways...
well, who knows.
it's bound to be an interesting couple of weeks...

uh, besides that, i'm trying to keep up with my grades and just keep up with the insanities of my life. it seems to be going quite alright, but sometimes i just wish i could relax.
a whole day by myself sounds quite grand right about now.

AND HOLY CRAP.
the "santa" on 103.5 pisses me off. he's so annoyingly sarcastic. and santa is obviously in the north pole making toys durr.

lateskiis for now.

frank sinatra.

he's a cool cat.

what the...why can't i type all of a sudden?

holy crap. this is so weird. it's like my fingers have a mind of their own.

anyways...i've been procrastinating like crazy.

i was supposed to start hw like 8 hours ago?

arg, my elbow hurts.

there's strawberry milk in the fridge ! yesssssssssss.

goodbye.

good for you glenn coco.

i can't stop saying that.

today was okay.
not to be all "the glass is half empty" or anything, but to tell you the truth, it kinda sucked.

IT'S CAUSE I'M ON MY PERIOD.

i'll bet you anything.

anyways, for all the guys who read this, lo siento for that all caps part.
you prolly didn't want to know that.

HAR HAR.

eh, i didn't do so hot on my math test.
english was kinda sad.
william reminded me that i needed my pw when we were almost to class so i had to speed walk to my locker.
i got yet another tardy in spanish...
i'm uber stressed cause i need to finish my page for the newspaper by tomorrow.
i think i lost my burt's bees wax >:(
and i played like crap in my game today.

yeah, everything just went horrible.

i don't know.
i'm not all that depressed about it though.
you would assume that i would be, but to tell you the truth, i'm just...not.
strange.

i have to add 90 words to my editorial too D:
poop.

i guess the good parts in my day made up for it?

yes, i realize that i totally contradicted myself like a billion times in this blog.
my chair is making farting noises.

word vomit.