most def not.

not a good day today.

i knew the cheer and happiness were gonna come to an end sometime or another.
it's prolly cause i haven't spoken to chen in a while.
i must sit next to her tomorrow for sure during issue review.
screw the rest, i roll with the best. har har, i've always wanted to say that.

literally, the best thing that has happened to me today is the magazine i got in the mail.
how sad is that.

it's not often that i'm sad.
and i pretty much only express it in these blogs, but i just am not having a good day today.
and that doesn't really happen often. if you know me, and know how i am usually, you'd say i'm a pretty happy soul right?

well, i just feel like venting right now.
cause there's just so much poop happening.
it's not like super tremendously horrible, but it sure has a way in bringing me down. most def.
i don't really feel like doing anything at the moment.
i just feel super lazy and tired.

my tummy hurts.
maybe i'm getting sick.
maybe not.

i would like to go to the library soon. i like the library. maybe someone will drop me off there tomorrow. hopefully. i just want to be out of the house for a while.

never again. truthfully.
and yet i know, it's gonna happen.

this blog prolly won't make sense to anyone reading it and it prolly won't sense to me if i ever go back and read it again.

this is trash.